New Creation

Today I reach for the more. This reach is further than what I have ever attempted.

Even typing those words gets me excited. The mere fact that I am reaching for, means that I am also believing for that which is far beyond what I have aspired to or are capable of doing. So, in order to accomplish this great feat, I need more than just myself as I am committing in this moment to reach beyond myself.

The mere goal in and of itself will not be able to be accomplished by the me that I was prior to my waking. It will require a new version of me to emerge that is fully relying on the power of the I AM to enable, to empower, to encourage me to complete this goal.

You see in order to envision and move in this goal, I must move into the unknown; I must become new. 

My goal: to become her.

The woman that God has cast the vision to me that I am. Whom He formed me too in the womb.

I will seek God daily for instruction to ensure I'm on the path that is her. The old Jennifer died in my sleep. Apostle Jennifer has risen.

Let me identify clearly what has died so that I know what to continue to crucify daily as 

these will be all the ways the enemy will try to bring back up.

fearful

undisciplined

distracted

unfocused

comfortable

avoidant

haphazard

lustful

weak

depressed

doubtful

defeated

victim

externally consumed

mindset, character, state of being died last night. In this moment, I eulogize her and say goodbye.

Looking at this list how can anyone make progress. This is a death minded individual not a destiny one.

All the trappings of the enemy to keep me in self-sabotage mode that I myself surrendered to and came into agreement with.

In times of challenge, when pressed to extreme, in the midst of crushing, there will be a breaking that occurs.

You have only two options at that point;

Remain broken and adopt the identity with characteristics of that which is broken (refer to list above)

See the breaking as an opportunity to tear down what was and to begin building anew.

There will be entities to assist you to do both.

The devil desires you to remain broken.

God wants to rebuild you.

Each require surrender, submission and agreement.

Which do you choose?

I choose to rebuild. To become:

strong

wise

impenetrable

locked in

laser focused

disciplined

authentic

tuned in

warrior

victor

assured

confident

intentional

hardened

Progressive

In hot pursuit

on fire

Machine who does what it is told.

No more operating out of feelings, emotions. No more playing ignorant. No more woe is me victim.

It is time to do what needs to be done.

Our God is a warrior. I am made in His image. Let me assume that image.

From Jesus:

Commit to it Jennifer. Let it not be optional for you. Make it 40 days. Give it a chance for it to take root. The enemy will be after you with every chance that He gets to pull you back into comfort and complacency-the killers of destiny. Do not let him. Make no mistake; you have declared war between the flesh and the spirit. The fight is on. Be prepared, Know that if God is for you who can be against you. I will help you. Just move forward into the new, past each day, past each hour but each moment. Here is where we need to get into the fine details, the refinement of time itself. Jennifer, the moment matters. Make the God decision in each moment that draws out and births the new you.