In step with God

As I am in territory unknown, it is more important now than ever to seek and remain in step with God.

I don't want to live life in paranoia of all that could go wrong in life.

I want to return to the simplicity of following Jesus. 

Vigilant, not asleep nor ignorant but sober in thought and in movement.

I want to see the enemy, but not everywhere. I don't want to create him in what he is not in and where he is not. I don't want to see him in places God is in.

Once your eyes have been opened, is it possible to return to the simplicity of having them closed again?

As I type this, I awaken to my true hearts desires and I am almost tempted to delete it all.

What is my true heart's desire? To see more.

To see even more of the spiritual realm; to experience it more.

Lord, broaden my capacity for even more. Teach me and help me understand what I am sensing and feeling. Open my eyes to more of the angelic and demonic. Open my ears to the sound of the spiritual realm of both light and dark. I am ready for more. I am ready to see as they really are. I am ready to leave the matrix behind fully and never to return. If that's means a sacrifice of normality and peace, so be it!!!! 

I desire it all, more of Jesus!! More spiritual giftings, all of them!! More love!!! Line your people up, and I will serve them you...love! Let me go away in you and disappear. You come forward in me. Oh how long before this is a reality? Let this be the new thing, no man can imagine. Use me Lord for the new thing. What more must I do?

I tire of this mundane existence. I have seen it all and done it all before. Deep in my soul, I know there is more. I know there is a way in you that has yet to be explored. I know there is a way of existence that is yet untapped in you. How far do I want to go Jesus? Take all of me, all the way.

Will you move me like Phillip or take me like Enoch? Will you make me a leader like Moses, a builder like Noah and Nehemiah, A prophet like Elijah, an apostle like Paul, gifted like Daniel and Joseph? What will I become? How will this end? How will it begin? My Alpha and Omega, what is it, Lord?

My questions of my next are many as my imagination is unleashed.

I only know that I trust you my next.

Abased or abound, I serve you Lord. I am yours. Have your way.

From God:

Patience daughter. Soon your new will be here, and it will be more than you have ever imagined possible. Wait for me and before you know it, I will be standing before you. Your future is safe with me. Know I have every detail of it planned out and you will love it. Do not worry, only trust me. I have all of your cares and concerns. Enjoy the time you have now. Soon things will be much different, and you will never be the same.