I Believe

Today, more than ever, I believe like I never have before.

It is not a white-knuckle, holding on, trying to convince and remind myself that it's all going to happen for me.

It is not me clinging to scripture, desperately trying to manipulate it into manifestation.

It is not me almost aggressively or with threat, throwing in God's face, promises He made to me.

It is not me hanging on by a thread, any moment ready to give up.

No.

This type of belief is one that results in absolute rest and peace.

This belief has the promise tucked away in the refuge of God.

It is not me waiting for the day.

It is as though a friend has called and said they are on the way.

You are not wondering, hoping, waiting. You know they are coming.

I know that my promise is just not on the way, but that even now I am in the midst of it.

I see how God has set me up this entire year and am in awe.

He set me up not just for a quick blessing but for the avalanche of blessings.

I can almost hear the sound of it rolling in my direction.

I just feel it. I just know it.

It's all coming.

My testimony of what happens when you only believe; when you follow God; when you don't give up and when you have the Holy Spirit help you do that all is HERE.

Coupled with my newfound surrender, new routines, detox from mammon and the cares and things of this world, all by the help of the Holy Spirit, I am in good place.

I am able to give God the time He needs to do what He needs to do in and through me.

My God, My Father is at work, and it is past time I give Him some breathing room to do just that.

What I am hearing in my spirit is that "you have learned to trust the Lord".

I do.

He is for me.

God loves me.

I am special to Him.

I am the apple of His eye, and He delights in me.

I can sense the approach all the good gifts my Father has prepared for me.

I am like the person who has been called to eat the Holiday feast.

God has prepared a great feast for me at my table.

I sit down to the table, as I know any moment the food will be brought out.

When will this happen.

Now!

I just believe. I just believe.

Today, I am riding so high on that belief that all fears, anxieties, cares even hope washes away because I know.

Until the moment it arrives Jesus is enough.

I love Him and He loves me even more.

Today I am more than content with Him. I believe...

From Jesus:

Remain in this posture. Your body, mind and heart are picking up on what your spirit knows. It knows all is coming your way. Enjoy. You have earned it. Don't apologize or explain it. You have paid the cost. Continue to pay the cost. Remain at my feet as my disciple and I will take you places you never imagined in Me. We are only just beginning.