On the cusp

I remain in a good place on my walk with the Lord.

I am surrendered and submitted to Him.

My heart is open to Him.

I am not resistant in any way to Him.

In this moment, I feel a ready obedience to His instruction.

With all this being said, I feel I'm on the cusp of something.

My life has been following a certain trajectory for a while now.

It feels as though I have completed and closed out a season.

I can't imagine what more there is to do where I am.

At one point in my life, I understood that I maxed out in my environment- the physical space, the people, the location, ministry, etc.

I had explored, utilized and exhausted those areas to the point where there was no longer any growth, and we know, if something is not growing, it is dying.

I was flatling rapidly and feeling the pressure of the lack of room to do more.

I was at max capacity for my life.

Can anybody relate?

At this point in my life, God shook it up and made room by instructing me to leave all I knew behind and to go to a place that He would show me.

I did and almost a year later, I have grown exponentially in every aspect of my being, life and ministry.

With a new location, new people, a new environment, new expressions of ministry, there was now opportunity and room for new, more.

I feel this call happening again in my life a year later.

I have maxed out where I am in my life. I feel like I have grown to max capacity. Being on my own, with limited resources, in the physical space I am in, surrounded by the people I am with, I am limited in what I can do and, in many ways, feel like I have hit a wall.

I have done much in this space but now I am feeling restricted from growth instead of propelled into it.

I feel as I did before.

This station in life has served its purpose.

I feel as those the Lord and I are both in agreement that if I want to continue to grow, I need to move out of this space into a spacious place.

Again, I hear Him calling me to make room.

See, there are seasons in our life where the Lord wants the room for a quantum leap, a quantum shift.

He wants major accelerated change, but He can't do that in limiting environments because they can't contain our expansion, and they will try too.

So, I have this feeling- I am on the cusp of something- what I don't know. 

I just know if I am to continue to grow in God- the station I am in now is not conducive to it.

But where? Where will He call me to next?

If I have grown so much this past year, how will I possibly grow more and what will I grow into in the year to come?

It's all exciting.

I love change (in some ways, sometimes).

I love new (in some ways, sometimes).

I love progression (in some ways, sometimes).

I'm excited to see who I will become, and it helps me lean into, surrender and partner with all that God is doing in my life

I just know in my bones that I'm on the cusp of something.

Can't wait to see what it is.

From Jennifer:

What we spoke of in private, be willing to do at the drop of a hat. The transition MUST begin in that way. More to come in our secret place together. You are on the right track. Change is a coming!

Me:

It feels like soon, I'll be released to fly.